This isn't a vent, but more like a question. I know I post a lot when I feel like my hair is on fire, or I am peeved with Mike...or both. Pretty much life around here....
Yesterday morning, I woke up so relaxed and refreshed, it felt like I was a whole different person. It isn't that things are going any better than usual, really. I just woke up feeling so calm, it felt weird.
Thought maybe it was just that the stretch therapy had dealt with a bad catch in my knee on Tuesday, that I finally slept better than for several nights. Yeah, we finished the worst parts of the greenhouse project on Tuesday, morning, but that is actually fun work in a way, so I don't think it was weighing on my mind, and suddenly off of it.
If this is strange, I am sorry...but, that extremely peaceful feeling lasted all day long, I fell off the sleep cliff hard again last night, and I am still moving like I am underwater this morning.
It is the strangest experience. It is like there is nothing in the world bothering me, when under my normal modus operandi, given the state of things right now, I would be railing away at several issues.
I know it is nuts to be wondering where my stress went...but, that is what this feels like. I don ' t know if it is that I have sort of systematically been dealing with situations that were aggravating me, making calls to put the ball in the other guy's court, or what. I just feel like " no problem"!
Had this sense of total,peace. Watching Winn climb his tower and making me dirt cookies, fixing his snowcone snack,
Just feeling a cool breeze and relaxing in the shade on a July day...the weather was even cooperating for a change!
We had a nice porch talk here at Jenna's while supper was heating up. Laughed at the cows, Mike even commented on some of the flowers. Supper was simple to fix, because I had planned ahead, but tasted great.
It was just this perfectly peaceful day...cannot recall having one quite like it since I was a child myself.
Why does this make me wonder what's up with this?
