at a loss
I had a jam packed week planned that simply went to pieces. Had a warning light on the van to be checked out yesterday but it went off for 2 days so they can't fix what isn't showing. Did my morning bustrip with the kids to school & picked up after early out day, that did happen. Today I was to go to WW but mom has been really sick with the flu. Thought I would have to take her to the ER last night but held off. Sounds selfish, but she nor I wanted me to get it & bring home to Brian as our trip to Chicago for tests is next week. She magnifies & gets panicky since she lives alone so it's a real problem.
Today she was still sick and I hope this doesn't set off some of her medical issues from the past. BUT I was able to find at the last minute a gal to help her. She went up there & changed bedding, etc. and will be available if we need her. I definitely think we need her occasionally. Haven't posted lately on this, but I've been running like a wild hare to doctors, more funerals, hair appointments, etc. Which is another thing cancelled tomorrow for her-another funeral for a cousin.
This is the 2nd in a month. No hair dresser either. So I took a nap this afternoon and now must get SOMETHING
Re: at a loss
Sometimes, we start something for one reason, but continue it for another. You need help, being the support system for so many.